And some blather.
I'm fannish about a lot of shows/books/movies. I write a lot of fanfic. But only very rarely for Buffy. It just doesn't hit me that way. But on the other hand, it's the only one of those fandoms I ever dream about.
The dreams are usually quite plotty and enjoyable, but last night, after a good part where I was going to try to convince Xander to make out with me because we were bored, I had to kill one of the Slayers in Training because she was being taken over by evil.
Afterwards, sobbing, I tried to explain to someone else that it was one of the SITs that we've known for a long time, who's had lines and everything. And that I'd never killed anyone before, since I was sure I'd remember if I had.
Gah. But now I have a five-day weekend so I'm going to go do fun stuff and not kill anyone at all.